Wow, it's been almost 2 years since I've updated this journal!! How sad ~_~ but a lot has changed since then. I guess I lost my inspiration to draw, that and the school I was going to made it even HARDER to ever catch up *sigh* but that's a different story. I haven't even had the inspiration to finish the stories I started to write, I just lost it I guess that or disappointed in the results of my work.

I mean I still want to draw and other things but not make a living out of them because I don't think I'll get anywhere. So I've decided to change my direction but I'm not quite sure as to what I want anymore, well never really was. I just chose art because it was the closest one I could reach. I have a lot of things I want to do but I never get around to do them.

Also, I'm not getting any younger. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! ^_^ I have to start taking responsibility for myself and work my butt off but I still want it to be in something I want. Either way, nothing is biting on the applications I've sent. Despite my many years of work, I'm just not experienced enough in anything to get a decent job. That's what makes it worse!! RETAIL IS THE DEVIL!!!! >_<

I know the whole economy thing is down and it IS a reason why it's so hard to find a job. So I guess I just have to deal with what I have until another opportunity comes up. I just have to make sure I don't let it go again ~_~

Well anyway, enough of my ranting which seems all I do on this thing ^_^ My nose is killing me as the screen just get blurry from this damn cold I have ~_~

Anyone have any tips on how to cut the cold short? I have to be better by Friday!!! ~_~

Well, thanks for reading!

Ja....